There's something that I need to overcome. Over these days, I understand, bad luck come along with scare and fright; good luck come along with confident and courage. Gift is only given to whom ready to accept. I know, I know right. But this doesn't mean that I know how to overcome the obstacles. I don't know what should I do. People think I like to travel alone, I enjoy. But, mainly, I want to dumb myself in a scary and insecure condition; let myself facing the loneliness and fear. I found, I'm tough, in front of people; I never show my weakness to anyone; I never ask for help even I don't have a solution. This is dangerous, I know. What all these for? I try to find something that can stimulate me, inspire me to pass through. I will feel all my experiences and journeys will be wasted if I can't overcome this time. Keep reminding myself, what I'm here for, why I want to leave a lovely home. Others may have terrific target, may aim for greatness; but I only think of myself, I want to be perfect. I want to leave an overprotected life; but after all, I'm overprotected by myself. I need to free from my own cage, but what should I do.
You may think why I'm writing this kind of post recently. Not because these life's events only happen now, not because this is the only way I can express, not even I desperately need understanding. I always say to myself, I don't mind nobody can understand me; but I do mind I don't understand my friends who I care about. I do mind my friends never share their happiness and sadness with me. So now I decided, let who care about me to understand me. Because you deserve.
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